my aunt or should i say my another mother, i lost her during raya week when she got hit by unlicensed motorcyclist dude. she got hit when she was helping my mom and her sibling to buy something at the market. i just can't believe it. feels like a part of me died with you.

at first i can stand my emotional feeling that you have passed away but after reading my sister's blog, i just burst my tears. since the day i born, you the one who took care of me when mom is busy. you sacrifice your social life to take care of me and my siblings. i was waiting for me to have some money so i can took you to a nice vacation on a cruise just like you wanted to. now it just too late, your gone. everyday i'll remember the old times when i was rude to you, i was so regret. i've asked you to do a lot of stuff for me but you just do it no matter how hard it was. you never complain/tell off or anything if anyone shouted or wtv at you, you just forgive and forget. that one thing i admire about you. But yet we took your presence for granted, assuming that you’ll always be here. As a punishment God Al-Mighty took you away because you’re just too good for us. No matter how many thank you(s) and sorry(s) said, those words will never do justice for all the things you have done for my family.

you will always be in my heart, eventho i was having fun, i will still think of you.

al-fatihah, Rusita bt Salleh.

loads of love, izt.
:'(

the song, Come Home by OneRepublic ft. Sara Bareillies was meant for you. i'll cry everytime i hear the song.

fat.

before anything ,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA YOU GUYS , maaf zahir && batin.
ye ye i forgive you guys. HAHA

first day of raya ;
went to 6 houses was .soo fucking tired , dahla kena food poisoning. someone's food poison-ed my whole family.
and my relative's , how meaan. but the food was great.
stopped by every single house , kena paksa makan. god. confirm gain weight. seriously.

second day of raya;
hmm , everyone still had stomach ache. mine was better.
went to 6 houses , penat okay. came bck at 1.
fuhh.

12 houses done , 1 more to go. ESOK !
and plus mom's doing a open house. it'll be tiring , i know.
haih.

ive gotta get some rest.
ciao

-alia.

lol

these days kan, i really hate to go to school. not hate but it's just so lame and waste of time. or maybe everyone is being so weird now. haih.


so school today;
ok la. no comment. don't wanna say much, waste of time la. then then. i can't remember. wtv wtv wtv.
wooh, last day of school. everyone played mercun. damn ah. fcking loud weih. AWESOME XD

then waited for ryanne. hang out for while at school. then off to Hanna's. had fun like hell weih.
I LOVE THE PUPPET AT HANNA'S WEIH. hehe. sorry demi xD

like few hours, went back to school. sent Ryanne home at Mahan's. then wanted to go to Bangsar but malas and i'm still wearing my uniform. so yeahp.

ohmmygod. nak buka dah.

xx izt xx

only animals.

HAHA MY MOM IS SO FREAKING WEIRD. 

mum , me

*me squeezing her ass*

mum: you lesbo

me: no

mum: so like your on the way to being lesbian lah ?

me: no . i like guys you tak kasi , i jadi lesbian tak kasi. 

mum: yeah your to young. your only suppose to like animals. 

HAHAHHA WHAT THE FUCK MAN. my mom's abit .. you know. :p

ANYWAYS LAH .

today school was okay , thumbs up  , heehe. 

everyone was so moody in the morning. i dont know why. 

after rehat everyone was bck to normal.

haha skip.

got home , mengaji and then followed my mom tgk pianoo.

were gonna get a piano ! , neighbours are sooo gonna complain. >:]

after that , went to tupai2 to buka with faez's family. 

AWKWARD. :|

got home , here i am. doing nothing like some idiot. 

haha currently having a chat with carlo while texting norman. hmm

im'ma go now. 

-alia. 

lalala ~
=)

ahah, i'm so happy cause i just wake up. :)

kk, school today was fun la. but early in the morning, i was moody cause i got stomach ache. sumpah pain but buat bodoh je then 4th period, it went away. yay. AHAHA. then recess, hang out with mahan, sab, sarah and alia.
AT LAST, MAHAN COME TO SCHOOL. haih -.-

then, i had science. it was . . . normal? yeahp. the right word. then we had kh. i wanted to spray my kayu but faiq is so greedy so i decided to buy my own spray, red baby. hott >)
AHAHA.

then agama. woooh. the funnest part. i teased sarah like hell. i am truly sorry bebe. kidding je. hehe.
then yeahp. so yeah. i have nothing to write already la. :)

xx izt xx


my sister is so weird, she don't let anyone off her msn but she's appear offline. -.-

you, rm xD

unbelievablee.

internet is being a bitch asusual.
i cant go on twitter. stupid fucking shit. CHILL ALIA. :

i have no idea why am i still up. i was suppose to go sleep 3 hours ago.
im gonna stay up till sahur , yeah i sahur early like 1 mre hour.
teehee. im hungry. :D

i rate today hmm 6/10 . school was kinda boring.
i got bullied by ezt badly , HAHAHA. scary okay. ezt ezt.
got home frm school , tidoooo till 6.

buka-ed at home , went swensen's for dessert. (:0
BUTTERSCOTCH WITH MARSHMELLOW TOPPING IS THE BOMB.
really , sedap. hehee.

currently having a chat with suffian and aiman while texting norman :)
mhmm.
i shall go now.

BYE!
-alia

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :
1. izzati
2. izzati
3. izzati

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :
1. 29 sept :D
2. 29 sept
3. 29 sept

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :
1. berbuka
2. watched tv
3. added new numbers in phone

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF YOU'RE STUCK AT HOME :
1. text
2. tv
3. tido

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
1. vans shoe
2. ed hardy shirt
3. anything

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES :
1. tido
2. playing with the comp
3. shop

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO :
1. new york
2. spore
3. shopping

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS :
1. teh o' ais
2. green tea, lipton
3. vanilla coke

THREE THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG :
1. money
2. phone
3. ipod

THREE FAVORITE COLORS :
1. red
2. purple
3. electric blue

TOP THREE HANGOUTS :
1. ou
2. bangsar
3. hartamas

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH :
1. family
2. friends
3. my dead tortoise :(

TOP THREE WHOM YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY :
1. nobody
2. i don't care
3. i don't know

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU :
1. ipod
2. friends and family
3. shoes, fedora and all

TOP THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY LATELY :
1. shopping
2. friends? xD
3. raya!

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY :
1. cause i want to write something on my blog but idk what to write
2. i'm bored
3. i think it's cool


:D

xx izt xx

dot dot dot

i have red dots all over my faceeeeeee. :
and i had to go to school with red dots all over my face , how ugly.
i think it makes me mental for sme reason , thts wht ezt said. O;

anyways ,
school today was alright. well , until that TEACHER with tht duck lips HAD to call my mom.
just because of my hair. WTF. kecoh ah you nie. sepak kang.
my mom didnt really care though , its just hair -.-

went home , wht else , tido lah. HEHE. slept till 5 . took a shower , slept again.
went meridien for buka today.
omg , there was this guy , sooooo .. hmm tak baik kutuk. :x
HAHA

currently texting dzauqi and azrie.
im off

-alia

I WANT



BUT RED IN COLOUR.








also,
purple & red converse and crocs.


fuhh, so hot. MIEOW. XD

xx izt xx

x_x

ush, damn tired weih today.

well, had to wake up at 8 cause mom want to leave early so won't stuck inside the jam. went to klcc first. i did my shopping then my brother and my sister. it was fun but tired thenn mom wanted to buy something at maju juction mall and nearby area. haih, damn jam weih. i fell asleep inside the car. heheh. then reached there. mom went anywhere she want and me & my bro stayed at this mall. almost fell asleep there. tapi yang peliknya, penatpenat pon still boleh gelak bila nampak school headmistress. and the tempting part, all the smaller kids drink coke. *Drool* >.<

ahah. then like 2 hours? mom finally done with her shopping. went home, fell asleep inside in the car again. then reached home, change my shirt then continue sleeping. then had to wake up cause of tuition. haih. so yeah. did some maths, then 2 hours habis just like that. so yeahpp.

shit. GEE TEE GEE. wordd

xx izt xx

wosh, went to hartamas square just now. with, uhh, read alia's post and you'll know. lazy to type. heheh

buka puasa then ordered the shisha. damnnn, shisha gegila la. how many times we change the charcoal and the thing. SO KEWLL. aha. my god, at the table en? there's like 11 coke or berapa tah. yeah man, that's how to reduce your headache when shisha-ing. well, tried to keluarkan the smoke from my butt and obviously failed. duhh. tried all sort of trick lah. AHAH. can't remember some. sooo, yada yada *fast forward*

like 11?
went to iman's. desiree was like drunk, she can't even stand properly. iman and desiree were talking to the phone while i played the guitar hero. i sucked, cause i haven't touch any guitar like 6 months? yeahp. iman and desiree ejek macam sial je. but after 2 songs, i'm back. hehe.

wait for my sister then i went home. i smelled like shit so i quickly take a shower. haah, wangi balik dahh. ahaha. so yeah. i'm online now. haih, this thing should happen everyday day. :)

ahaha. well, nothing else to write. worddd.

xx izt xx

headache. ;|

today was a very tiring day indeed.
skipped school today , hehe. first time , in like how many months. :p
SHORTEN THE STORY.

went to ou , shopped with sab and elly ,
last minute could join them for buka at hartamas square. WITH *take deep breath
sab , elly , azrie , ezt , izzudin , iman , adelin , desiree , mahan , marisa , and carlo.
shisha-ed till my brain almost came out.
went to eat at bestari , sent sab home.
AND NOW. im home. :)

having a very bad headache though. shisha-ed to much kot.
me and adelin was high like fuck , adelin adelin ;')
funny.

hmm , i gotta go shower now. i stink. heh.
ciao.
-alia

wazap

i just watched the dreamer. oh yeahh

i love french accent, so sexy and cute. like the weather now. hehe. i used to like british accent but after i watched the show, it's like fading away. ahaha. i wanna ask mahan to teach me talk in french. awesome. wait, scratch that, the hottest, scotland accent. HOTTT. hehe

so school was awesome UNTIL those jinjang wet my place which is sarah, yasmin and alia's place too. my beg kena. -.-
luckily my project tak kena. fuck those people la. then kena marah by discipline teacher. AHAHA. that thing make me happy again. >)

so so, nothing happen. oh yeah, i've done my kayu, i'm so happy i could just cry. AHAH. lame izt lame. haish.

uhhh, nothing else to write oo.

xx izt xx

hehe.

everyone is like doing birthday post for hanna. so like imma gonna sebok alright.
HEHE

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY HANNA !

i is loving you long time. kiss kiss hug hug. HAHAHA.

AAANYWAYS ,

i just came bck frm pavilion , ate there , walked for abit , bought sme tee's , and ..

now i'm home. heh.

texted azrie and omar , now mcm malas nak reply. heehe. srry guys. :p

oh right , school , hmm.

school today was alright. same ol' same ol' . woke up late though , i got ready in 5 minute's

COOL EN ? teehee.

im tired. i think ill go rest nw.

ciaooooo.

-alia

my toywatch is in the hospital. get well soon. HAHA.

HANNA SOPHIA,

this lucky girl ah,

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SISTER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER. :D
happy la tu en? dapat pressie from everyoneee. ahaha. hope mine is ok tho. but nvm, i'll try to get you some other present which is more cool that a card. EHEH. well, i'm out of words so yeahh

xx izt xx

mood swings.

ugh. i hate mood swings. its like fuck. my mood isnt right today.
i just feel like being alone and not talk to anyone. yeah , thats what i wanna do.
i feeeel so annoyed by everyone , even .. you. :

besides that ,
school today was okay , didnt say it was good , but it was okay only.
didnt do anything. boringg asusual. nothing to doo. didnt really study pun.
came bck frm school , did my geo project.
its all done now , i can now pass it up to teacher , FINISHED. heehee.
izzati helped , thanks izzati. :) you the best.

skip.
went to tropicana city mall for dinner , ate sushi. heehee. sedap.
the mall is huge , well not that huge , but big , tapi empty.
it kinda looks like sunway , i think. HAHA.

anyways ,
SUFFIAN , i is misses you alot. :) , raya kita mesti jumpa. hehehe.
alrighto ?
alright. :D

tak de mood nak blog nw.
tata.
-alia

i didn't wanna to update the blog actually but since i want to read some of my friend's blog and it's private so yeahh.

i was searching the vid that juanna asked me to watch it but i found other good video instead. hehe
it's the fray, john legend and AAR in AOL session. damn nice weih. the nicest "acoustic" ever. haih. those good voice.
ahaha.

haih, my hand is being bitchy today. so sakit. i could just cry. but i won't. hehe.
MACHOO. haish.

i have to stop la, my hand sakit gler. -.-


xx izt xx

hehe

today is monday, the first week after sat and sun. all the losers go to school, unfortunately i'm included too. haish.
so so

school today was ok la. me and yasmin did something to someone's thing. *kenings. heheh
thenn
like normal, i can't remember. i have short memory oh and i'm not proud of it. +.+

AHAA! i love today's recesss. ahaha. BURNNNN. XD
fun fun fun. i tease iman kaw kaw punya la. i pity her la, so i was kind, i pujuk her balik. awww *halo*
AHAHA. hmm, for some reasons. i think i'm hyper.

HOLY COW TRIPLE TITS.
i dreamt that someone have 6 tits. or bear or is it a panda. i don't know. creeps me up mann. goosebumps. ;O

ahaha. weird dreams.

i think, i think la. i got to go owh. heh

xx izt xx

burung apa ?

mum's telling the whole world how much she wants to go somewhere far , alone and have a lonely time , ALONE. WITHOUT anyone. pft.  

weirdo. pegi la , noone's stopping you, you know. HEHEHE. 

well school today was alright la. nothing new happened. didnt really learn pun. oh yeah. 

NADIM NADIM NADIM. im gonna miss you like this much ! yeah that much ! :/

why'd you have to go ? cant bully you any more. or the other way around. HAHA

FUN NO MORE :'(

...

...

...

have a safe flight alright. do miss me , and come bck if you have any holidays. :)

ily. 

ANYWAYS , 

stupid facebook photo's are full of those stupid pickupfriends thingy. FULL OF IT. ugh. 

bored. might go baskin to have some ice cream later. :)

HEHE. 

i shall go now. 

-alia

swing swingg.

wosh, i though today was only saturday but noo, it's sunday. darn fast. macam apa je.

haih. so so, i'm watching Princess Protection Program for like 9864387301 times already. in dubai, they showed this every morning and i went there for like few weeks. ahah.

oh ok, what happened eh during the day just now.
ehh, i woke up superduper early, mom saw me and had to do some chores. then then i look after my phone usb port till i'm hungry so i stopped after that, mom was asking me where is my uniform so i had to find my missing school uniform and i found it inside uhh my beg. ahahah. uhmm, yeahhp. that's all.

ahaha. i think i gtg. heh

xx izt xx

azim rahim ! :D

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY AZIM RAHIM , BROTHER , BEST FRIEND :D
teehee.
have a blast on you're birthday alright.
kurangkan you're bitchyness. HAHA

moving on,
i am feeling happpy today. god knows why. teehee.
i aint fasting due to , mhm you know. HAHA.
be jealous :)

went to gardens just now after sending my bro to tuition ,
got myself a shoe B) , sister went to buy magazines , then off to pick my bro up frm tuition.
now im here staring at my comp , having a chat with fhrie , sab , and aiman.

while twittering , :D
damn , my grandfather's downstairs.
i is gots to goes.

BYEBYE :D

.

mucho mucho :D

hi ,
my
day
was
practically
super
very
BORINGG.

didnt do anything but sat on my couch the whole day while using my laptop. pft.
boring much.

besides sitting on the couch using my comp , had a movie marathon with my sis.
watched 3 dvd's , bohsia , up , and bring it on ; fight to the finish. :)
bohsia is the stupidest show ever la kay.
stooopid rempits , are uberly stooopid and annoying.

enough said.
currently messing around with my sister , whilee texting azrie.
hmm.
speaking of texting.

i miss those late night msges frm mhmm :/
I CANT MOVE ON JUST YET.
come bck.

i did a stoopidest and biggest mistake ever. and i regret what i did. so yeah think before you do smething stupid -.- .
im active on twitter now :) , its very addictive i must say . i loike , tweet tweet.
get one.
lots of ppl are getting tumblr , its like blogging .. but better i think ?
i must get it .. sooon :D

im out
peace
-alia

chatting with iman can be fun, stupid, mean and all. xD

you know what to do. click to enlarge (;

xx izt xx

xx

i don't know what to write but i want to write something. eheh. whatever it is, this gonna be a short post lahh.

last time i updated was Sunday? or Saturday.
this week was fast. 1 more week has gone another 2 more weeks to puasa. last time i remembered, puasa time used to be forever mann. haih, old dayss. ahaha.

lots of stuff happened during school time just that i can't remember. heh. but all i remembered, selalu hujan. sejukk till kena tutup kipas. hahaa (;

supposed to follow iman, adelin and desiree to pavillion tropicana city yesterday but i forgot to ask my dad. heheheh. tu la, asyik tido je. ehehe. i wanna watch tv la. i can hear people laughing from my dining room. orait. bye bebeh

xx izt xx

btw, what is FML? i always see people wrote tht. D;

regreted.

stomach oh stomach , stop hurting me , i've been hurt enough already.
MY STOOPID STOMACH IS SO BLARDY PAINFUL LA K.
okay , enough said.

MOVING ON.
school was alright , i've been late to school this whole week.
i is cool B) .
got my agama marks bck , i passed. ! :D

anyways ,
nadimmm , sorry i didnt answer you're phone call. i was asleep.
im gonna miss him .. badly.
really.

i think im' ma gonna sleep now.
nights ! :)

-alia
alahai kau nak sebok tu pahal wey.
anyways . to you , i regreted letting you go. :/
you knw ill always love you.
have a great life.

fuhh

my stomach doesnt feel so good this past few days. 

it feels .. i dont know. 

heehe. 

anyways , 

school was alright today . got back some of our test papers. 

as usual , marks are like shit. 

I HAVE TO IMPROVE , but just dont know how to. 

FML. 

well , i went to bsc to buka puasa today plus celebrate my mom's BELATED b'day  with my sister this time :) 

had ribs , mhmm yummy. 

i realise , bulan puasa nie , im not getting any thinner 

but i think im getting fatter.

I FEEL SO , ROUND. gosh. 

i think im off to sleep now.  Gotta wake up for sahur later at 3. 

or maybe ill stay up , depends 

peace. 

-alia

i have no idea what am i gonna do with you. 

you're just so different.